My Life...

Okay so here's a little bit about my life...

I live in a world where I'm surrounded by shallow people for the most part. A lot of the people around me only care about a few things: status, money and themselves. I hate to say it but it's the truth. Honestly, I used to be one of them, but I re-evaluated everything, and I realized how off-track I was. Now my friends and interests have really changed, but it's for the best because I'm finally real.

My best friend. She's amazing. I don't know what I'd do without her. Yes, she's made a lot of mistakes in her life, but who hasn't? She's one of the best people I have ever known. She really cares about everyone around her, and she realizes that money doesn't mean everything. She also understands who I am, good and bad, and loves me anyway. I'll never be alone in this world as long as she's alive. Maybe we won't always be as close as we are today, that's unrealistic, but I know that even if I didn't talk to her for ten years, she'd still be there for me. How many people do you have in your life that you can say that for?

I have an angel. She lives in Indiana. I have more in common with her than anyone I know. I can relate to her with just about everything. Music, boys, life, definatley love, and almost anything else you could think of. I haven't known her for long, but we have a really strong connection. If there is another me in the world, I think it might be her.

Love. What a wonderful thing. I was blessed by falling in love at the ripe old age of fourteen. Some people have told me that you can't be in love at fourteen. They are wrong. I learned so much from being in love. Not only about the other person, but about myself. I also learned that love is not something that you can just forget about. If you are truly in love with someone, there is no way that you can hate them later on in life. My heart was totally shattered about a year and a half after falling in love, and as hard as it was for me, I'll never hate him. I'm not in love with him anymore, but I do still love him. I gave him a part of myself, and because of that, I'll never hate him and I'll never forget him.