I miss two years ago. [PS: I LOVE Taco Bell.]

Hello everyone!

So it's been a while... How are you doing?

Remember that intense game that our school played last Friday? We lost. For the tenth year in a row. Geez the football program SUCKS!!! Yet they give it the most funding and the least to less popular sports like crew even though they win state every year. What is that about?

After the game I got to see this girl that I was really close to two years ago when she was a senior and I was a freshman. She was seriously like my hero, and in a way she always will be. It seemed like she was loved by everyone who knew her, she had the best attitude in the world, I had more fun with her than with anyone else, and plus she was a senior. Getting to hang out with her and all the other seniors on the weekends put me on top of the world. Now, whenever I see her, it's like a trip back in time. I'm still the freshman and she's still the senior. I miss that time of my life - everything was simpler then. I miss simplicity. On the other hand, I hate seeing her because it makes me miss her so much. She was like a big sister to me, and even though I miss her randomly anyway, I really miss her whenever I see her, but at the same time, getting to talk to her for a while was the best surprise I've gotten in a long time.

After that, my friends and I hung out on the peir for a while and walked around downtown. Then we went to Taco Bell to get Cheesy Beefy Melts (If you haven't had one, you haven't lived. They are absolutely AMAZING). The girl in front of us was a complete idiot. She took like ten years to order, but the best part was, as she was pulling up to get her food, she ran into the little counter thing and knocked the side mirror completely off of her car. I almost peed on myself I was laughing so hard!! She had to have been drunk or something - after all, there are very few people who go to Taco Bell in the wee hours of the morning if they're not under the influence of something (I guess I am one of those few who do... haha).

The only thing that's bothering me is that one of my best friends is acting really weird. She usually calls me during lunch and then asks me to come to her dorm and we chill there, but that hasn't happened lately. All the little things tha are starting to add up. I feel like I'm the only one putting forth any effort (geez this sounds like I'm dating her - sorry for that!), so when she called tonight to ask if I could take her to the grocery store, I said no. When we hang out, we have fun, but it just seems like she isn't reaching out to me like she usually does. We took that road trip a few days ago, and I thought that fixed it, but apparently not. I was hoping it would blow over, but I guess now I'll have to use confrontation. Baaah! I hate confrontation. I really hope it's nothing I've done. I can't think of anything, but who knows - people are so weird about the most random things sometimes. I guess I'll talk to her about it tomorrow so I get to it before break.

Leave me some love and I promise I'll return the favor!
:)